untitled unspoken

description: one of the first stuff i wrote during 1st year college

I breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep
As i write this letter that holds all
My heart races fearing conversation
I'm not talented with reason nor with words
I can fail before I ever try

Try to understand
i'm not trying to impress you
i'm not trying to impress anyone
i'm just trying to show myself to you

I'm not smart
I'm not rich
nor handsome or sane

You're so beautiful
I've convinced myself that
no one else is quite as beautiful

I guess it’s luck, but it’s the same
Hard luck, that we had a chance to meet
In a world filled with so much distress
it was luck that i met someone like you

You knew what i knew
i was shocked
You liked what i liked
i was amazed
You were the one
i was looking for

So won't you kill me, so I die happy
My heart was yours, to fill or burst,
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.

I thought you could pick-up
Trace the scars, and fit the pieces
of my brokenheart
I thought i wished i hoped

But i guess it was a one-sided infatuation
Just an over expectation

Maybe there's a way out
Against what i've felt inside

is there time to change what i've done
i don't know if i made a move
is there time to still follow my heart
i don't know if i made the right choice

I am agile
I can break and take it with a smile
I recover quickly

Though smiles could cover up what i hide
and laughter could always show
No anger no anguish
I'll convince you soon that I am fine

I guess i'll stay quiet
I'll stay near,i'll stay close
It can never be what i thought
So much for, so much more
I'll stay if ever you'll need me

I'll catch any tear that would run
down your face
even if it wasn't meant for me

I'll be someone whom to
share all your anguish

I'll take all your sorrow
I'll take all the bitterness

I'll be someone who can try
to take away the hate

I could try as much to show you
all the hope
all the joy
all the beauty
that still lies within life