is this suicidal friendship

description: unsure of what to do.

Why am I afraid
What makes me scared

Is it the thought of you
Going through my head

A love afraid to mend
Afraid of what would become

What's supposed to be done
Can't make it out

My heart's in doubt
A friendship in danger

If I try and move
Would I become a stranger

I don't want this to end
But this feeling already is
Hard to hide

Should I or is it
Really just suicide

I want to keep you
What am I supposed to do

I am so unsure
Help me would you

This feeling is pure
I wouldn't want to waste it
This is only for you

I never want to hear you say
Goodbye, i want to end this
Don't ever say it please

But someday, I'll tell you

I don't want to lose you
Not ever, Not now

I don't want to lose you
Not even as a friend

And It's okay
Even if friendships all there is to stay